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2010-01-10T07:51:00.000-08:00

i regretted, celebrated, cried, cheered, won, lost.
i now, sitting down posting this post.
Now is 2010.
how i remember those times were when i was in 2007.
2008 then ~~2009~~
so many things change.
A become B.
B become A.
C hates D
C likes D
all in the past are gone forever.
all the present will be gone soon.
all the future are gone for now.
who knows the future.
life now has no direction for me.

NOW.
seek one. follow one.
never regret the path that you chose for yourself again.
start afresh, think thru.
do it for yourself not for others.
...

Know Yourself

2009-12-23T07:52:00.000-08:00

needa to scribble some-things down for myself not you.

whenever you are given the chance to perform, perform it to the fullest and be happy with the outcome.
dont be shy and let it affect your performances.
those with gf now are missing something special now.
some people are born with total different mindset.
set yourself far from them since you are self-consious.
family>passion>friends>money
money is very important but you can always work for it.
dont let negativism affect and cause disharmony
stop complaining.
lastly, make yourself like that thing that you dislike.
then slowly, be addicted to it.
for e.g studies.
its just the same as girls, games.
once you make yourself like it, you will soon like it and easily addicted to it.

been out the whole hols.
now is 12.02.
just came back.
TIRED and BYE :)

wait, one more.
it makes you tired but its the fun you get.
stop it, its not the right way to enjoy life.

Back From MIA but going MIA again!

2009-12-17T11:08:00.001-08:00

Its been so long since i ever posted.
I doubt anyone's reading this.
Hahaha.
Been really busy with working =S
So...
finding entertainment on youtube.
dont really remember theres hw too! =S

N-Dubz N-Dubz N-Dubz ~~~ :D:D:D

2009-09-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

3 weeks to exam!

gotta mug, mug, and mug!!

the music video rocks!!!

\m/

Leg Cramp

2009-09-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

Went to cs, tm, t1, suntec, marina square, bedok in 1 full day.
My legs were superb tired man.
Study at Library @ Esplanade (thats what they called it, lol)
With Joel, Fouzan, Caline, Afifah.

Ate Mac.
Of course a budget meal.
$2 for a double cheese burger :D

No pics, paiseh~
Because why do i take pics for -.-"
its troublesome to upload here and i dont have fb xP

Things are changing, definitely.
But im no god, neither better.
I cant changed things but i can adapt to it.
Thats what i think.

3E1

2009-09-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

Had class outing yesterday
Went to parkway and kallang leisure park to look for people's presents
Agreed to wear formal but end up wearing CASUALLY not culture-ly because got no time to get home to change.
haha, sorry ys + godwin + fouzan + cb xP

The whole swedsen at changi airport was like totally owned by 3E1, :DDD
We were like the center of attention or attraction(?)
Many things happened! Hahahaha
1.Fetch choo
2.Xavier's meat (dumbass)
3.Cherry incident with choo
4.Fell down
5.Many many phototaking section (-.-")

Ate giant earthquake with jiahao and godwin after dinner.
GST cost extra $4
Sorbet strawberry was superb man.
If they had sorbet mango, that be aweeeeeeesome!
Afterall, sorbet is made from 100% fruits,
So if you eat like 5 litres of it,
You wont still put on any weights! (FYI ONLY!)

Then after that, everyone couldnt decide where to go
And ended up going to expo.
But the sale was already closed.
So we went roaming around and taking photos again(-.-")

But it was really fun yesterday.
It could have been better if we knew what to do at night :(
But whatever, 3E1 rocks even though im freaking $broke$!

Loud

2009-07-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

im quiet-er than im on monday.
woohoo!
but still,
irritating is my nature.
but not the words that comes from my mouth.
i scolded one vulgarity today though.
it was ~~bitch.~~

haha,
have a maths and physics test tomorrow.
my a maths test is just practice because i did quite well for it,
jealous? :P
i need not study as hard as you guys. hehe
taunting you guys xD

its the second time i read through my physics notes for tomorrow's CT other than MYE.
gosh.
pressure + reflection + refraction
pressure sucks hella lot
with the barometer or the manometer
it be better if they have thermometer instead.

okay, lastly
i spent 3hrs doing A maths hw.
most of the time was spend on liquid-ing with corrections tape (-.-)

good : night and luck !

Noisy

2009-07-20T06:32:00.000-07:00

It takes 7 full days to change a habit.
i wanna change my bad habits like being irritating, scolding vulgarities, ogling at girls and etc.
that may sound good but its hard to achieve, really.
at least, im trying to limit myself from vulgarities like.
~~fuck/er~~
~~bastard~~
~~bitch~~
cb
~~knn~~
nb

today was not quite good though, as i was very irritating =x
need to start to kick the habits of shouting and talking unnecessary already.
*laughs

okok,
my leg calf muscles still feel the same.
arhg!
painpainpain
want to return to soccer asap :(
kay.
gonna mug on bio!
stupid chapter that need to memorise so much on the heart ! *:@

B-A-C-K

2009-07-19T08:01:00.001-07:00

Had soccer training on thurs
tore both of my leg calf muscle pretty badly.
now, its recovering.
hurts whenever i walked :(
and its still hurting for 4 days already, even now.

trying to learn this new trick but got used to the previous trick(scroll bottom)
that it seems so hard to do this.

Found a place to distract my mind from things.
it is to study at MAC just downstair my house
really a good place though.
gonna sleep now.
just came back from studying.
goodnight people!

I NEED HELP !

2009-05-31T09:09:00.001-07:00

Practicing this all day long, sighs, just need the flick after 3/4 of the atw :(

2009-05-20T07:19:00.001-07:00

What Is a good attitude?

Taking pride in yourself.
Always doing whatever you do to the best of your ability and with pride.
Always looking for and find the good, even in hard situations.
Counting your blessings, and appreciating what you already have.
Using positive language to build yourself and the situation up.
Not living in the future, and dreaming of a better life (not excluding goals).

let it be.

2009-05-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

AWAY.

2009-05-11T09:52:00.000-07:00

Life sucks
SHIT YOU STUDIES AND MONEY AND FRIENDS.

going to update a proper one next time.
wasted 4 days on a game.

2009-04-27T07:13:00.000-07:00

On A HIATUS

promised pictures on the next post,

probably after MYE.

Lastly,

Good Luck To Everyone For Their MYE(:

2009-04-18T09:27:00.000-07:00

Whatever that has took place,

is forgotten by both of us.

what we now recall is,

we are friends :)

from this,

i learnt

to control my temper (the cause of everything)
he is really a great friend (trust me)
cherish the ones around you (your families' and friends' worries)
heed advices (your friend is always more calm than our temper)
lady luck doesnt smile on me all the time (once but not twice)
(pride = anger) < future (choose your path and its your forever)

i hope to play bball with him but this time without anger :D

once hit, i realised

2009-04-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

This is another boring post.

Please do not ask anything.

it is my fault even if something happened before or after.
afterall, he was the one that got injured.
im so sorry, my friend.
i hope you're alright.
that temper of mine...

even if they dont blame me.
i blame myself.
my temper.
not once but many times.
im lucky this time.

everytime i tell myself to stop my temper,
i forgot weeks later.
now it has happened.
im not born with it,
but i made it part of me.
i learnt my mistake again.
Everything short of sucide.

2009-04-14T08:06:00.000-07:00

Pictures >Words in CONTENT

but im lazy to take pic/photo

chem test tomorrow

going to study last minute.

physics test the day after

shit it.

2 weeks to MYE

going to relax on it.

2009-04-08T05:01:00.000-07:00

i love my new seating arrangement.
lessons are more interesting than usual
because we brought sweets to entertain us throughout the period.
:D

im getting alone quite well with my soccer friends
yay!
haha,
im a both legged player already :D
yipee ~

mistake to learn today:
stop the ball when its running away from you,
no pressure
1 on 1.

today is just too good to be true,
only that theres no training until MYE finishes.
sian. :(

lazy to colour my post ~
got A maths test tomorrow,
ps!

HOMEWORK:
English compo
Bio WB

2009-04-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

walao,
today last minute informed got soccer training.
because tuesday got softball.
then gotta play with my school shoes,
lucky its monday, p.e
but i have to play with a shin pad scotchtaped around my shin.
because if i dont, i couldnt play.
so since im banned from the soccer field because i was late several times for lessons,
therefore, must grab the opportunity today.
and i managed to achieve what i wanted(:
so happy that i should keep this wordy and not coloured it.
haha :P

2009-04-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

Planning ahead for this week.

Monday to Thursday - As usual
Friday - Finish up Hw
Saturday - Physics at changi airport
Sunday - Rest well for napfa

Okay, i shall go and relax my body
before i closed my eyes and head for the new week.

Monday sucks with no soccer

soccer is shifted to tues

and we have a friendly this thurs

when exams are round the corner-.-

:)

2009-04-05T02:01:00.000-07:00

When you are the age of 13-15,
you will think that friends matter the most in the world.this thinking comes,
because you dont have anyone to talk to in your family.
Getting attention is another thing,its because of low confidence of yourself,
thus, getting attention is the only way to make you feel confident.

okay,
this is just random though.

thats the reason why i always seek for attention.
im a guy whose confidence can be compared to the river in a desert.

friends arent everything,

they help you,

cure your boredom,

destroy your loneliness

but they will be gone someday.

i have sort out my thoughts.
a big smile, finally?

looks creepy though.
heh.

2009-04-03T11:06:00.000-07:00

When everyone walks out of your life,

what will you do?

The right time to die?

Pick yourself up?

But whatever goes up, always comes down.

But whatever goes, never comes up.

So, what to do.

2009-04-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

12more freaking days to napfa !

worried about pull ups + 2.4km
i noobily only managed to get 1 pull up O_O
and my 2.4km is dropping !
and now with the new route
darn,
i cannot deproved.
thanks to brendon,
i have to hit a 8.50 - 9.10 mins to maintain my timing for the year.
my 3 rounds is already 8.30mins, worst shit timing i ever got(!!)
with my stomach cramps like PMS(?!). i think its as pain as it.
that i wanted to vomit.
12 days to train :(

weak mentality + weak physically.
hais
worry more about my napfa than my exams.
wait, since when was i worried about my exams? :P

2009-03-28T09:49:00.001-07:00

Blame myself and not my life.

Suck it up, its life.

2009-03-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

A new skin(:
stress stress stress
teach me a way to get rid of stress :x

updating because imverybored~
ha.
surprise uh.

Calvin = me
of course, the mischevious wan
Hobbes = Joel
a violent version of it

{{Everyday is just a brand new day with you around.

Way Of Life = (Meaning Of Life - Failure)(Meaning Of Life - Succes)
Meaning Of Life = Happines or Sadness
Unfairness = Meaning Of Life - Happines or Sadness

2009-03-15T07:59:00.000-07:00

when we parted,
we couldnt bear to leave.
but now we part,
we want to leave asap.
time changes
people changes
attitude changes
character changes
what dont change is..
that we still know each other

to be positive
to be excited

i need some time.
really.

.weesheng/ Useless me, when you fall back again, i fall too.

2009-03-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

holidays are here ;D
back i have to return to school 3x
screw it manzx

i wished her all the best for tomorrow(:

.weesheng/ My eyes found you, a dream/ fantasy - a reality came true.

2009-03-07T03:02:00.000-08:00

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING STREET-IDIOT !

never wake up from sleep

2009-02-28T02:44:00.000-08:00

the more i read,

the more stress i get

the more guilty i get,

sadness + happiness = life

0 x sadness + happiness = 0 x life

no sadness/happiness = death

2009-02-15T04:53:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME !

didnt really celebrated my birthday on 14/2

haha

went out today with ys, davin, lindsay, kimberly, hazel

but godwin got something on.

Want to thank lindsay & davin(?) for the "bread"! :DD

Want to thank ys, kimberly, godwin for the shirt! :DD

Want to thank hazel for coming down! :DDD

aiya, cant upload pictures of the shirt but it looks darn NICE!

and cant upload photos of

"COUPLES"

Feat.

lindsay + davin

yong soon + kimberly

they lucky! :[

BUT anw, im sick since friday till now,

but they made me feel like a healthy guy again!

THANK YOU A LOT !

i rock, you rock, we rock

2009-02-13T07:45:00.000-08:00

Life Rocks

I suck, You suck, We suck

2009-02-12T06:39:00.000-08:00

Life Sucks

2009-01-20T02:56:00.001-08:00

HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT 20/1/09
~~-english~~
~~-maths~~
-bio <---- hand in the following week after cny

3D cells
peer teaching
w/s
concept map

Lies, Stories, Convinces. Bullshit.

2009-01-03T19:05:00.000-08:00

First day of school was practically get-to-know-your-teachers well.
kns,
they talked alot,
far alot than me,
i couldnt even talked an hour straight :X.
our form teacher is Mrs Choo,
she's really quite friendly,
only she insisted that i should buy a new nametag because i scotchtaped my broken half nametags,
but im going to glue it since she didnt said anything about sticking it back,
we end our lessons latest at 4 on monday and tuesday for those taking bio,
earliest at 2.15 on thursday excluding friday,
and end at 2.50 on wednesday.
darn,
im starting to feel the tiredness from the sight of the timetable.

Gotta rush for soccer right after training.
Sigh,
whatever is it,
i wanna get closer to my classmates :D
haha.

2008-12-13T11:10:00.000-08:00

im updating !

yesterday, went to see ah gua aka 人妖/gay at changi V until 6a.m after bbq with my bro, his gf, my cousin, as usual,
:D
bro drove us,
got ugly but got pretty too
the pretty ones are beautiful than the girls in our school, some even better than models,
but dont worry,
the ugly ones are like W.T.F
gross, dont wanna think of it,
we tailgated(follow) them,
and saw them AHEM,
but it was too dark,
lol
they spotted us,
some smiled, some pissed off,
hope we won't be blacklisted in changi V,
going to see them next fri again,

today, woke up at 6p.m
went to eat supper at macau at 1+
just reached home,
overjoyed by the sales in my blogshop,
:D
now got 6sales excluding my orders,
so happy :)
double yay yay
going to sleep le,

monday got training
going to sign new phone tomorrow, $0 wan, no $ to pay for good ones,
i havent done my holi hw yet -_-
monday collecting salary :D
k, im done,

=UPDATED=

2008-12-04T06:17:00.001-08:00

These colors will not change, you change the way I see them
These words will fade when you explain why you hate them
We are the same, oh

She keeps repeating "I bet she needed"
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry

Just a few last hours we gotta make this count
We're counting backwards

(Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count)

We're falling forward

She keeps repeating "I bet she needed"
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry

Saying sorry, we've fallen apart
Wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye's the hardest part
Wish we knew this from the start

Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time... this time...
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry

2008-11-26T08:34:00.000-08:00

today was supposed to look for jobs with chen xin
but end up working with joel.

had training,
went home to nap.
ben told me need not work.
after i woke up 3.40,
he called me at around 4.25 to tell me, joel, george have to work.
because he missed the call from our boss.
so everything was in a rush.
we head to tampines inter and then pasir ris inter.
had dinner at the foodcourt in White Sands,
then went arcade played daytona.
goerge got first.
wth, he started first, no fair.
after that,
saw deborah then george ps,
haha
then 6.30, off we went to work.

ended work,
back home,
got a job interview while selling :D
earned 19.50 today.
yay!

2008-11-25T08:38:00.000-08:00

today, i did nothing much,
went out with chen xin to look for jobs.
took mrt to city hall, changed mrt lanes to dohby gaut,
went to dont know what place, to a zinc shop,
saw a bagpack which i really like,
$49.90
after we walk here and there,
we realised we were at the wrong place,
then took a walk back and managed to find the place.

went to plaza singapura but all was for 16,
came across a bata shop but they say only female applicants.
went back to tm to look for jobs.
but most of them,
no vancacies, or for 16 and 18
went to 77st, saw some truckers caps which were nice too,
went to zinc shop and saw the same bag but a brown coloured,
im drooling already...
darn..

maybe im going to work in ljs or flyers.
or might return to ice cream.

still thinking about the brown zinc bag.
nvm, gotta sleep
i still got training tomorrow.

2008-11-24T06:46:00.000-08:00

today had a match with Bukit Batok Secondary School, west zone champion.
Our C boys drew with them 0-0
Our B boys won them by a score of 3-1 which i scored 2 of them after they equalised.
mujadeed opened the score with a 1-0 and they equalised before the first half, making the score 1-1
wasnt really happy though,
i fought with my teamates again.
my control, shooting was there, but not my dribbling with speed,
darn, my all-time speciality,
i could have scored 4 goals, one which i hit the crossbar and the other which i blundered it.
only joel and abu played both matches, lols

after that,
went to eat at market 85 in bedok,
bought my trucker cap*(L) at pasam malam for $15
imitation of subcrew, lol, but better than nothing :D

went to do the pen job with ben and joel,
it was disasterous,
we couldnt even sell 1 pen, only joel did,
and we took 20 pens,
like wth,
dont wanna talk about it, its so sucky..

after that, wanted to go parkway to look for jobs
went parkway to look for mujadeed,
he gave us 3 free tokens, haha,
so cooooool,
met :) after playing

2008-11-24T04:48:00.000-08:00

TAGGED BY YONG SOON

The rules that you should obey if you are tagged:

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Ten Random Facts/Habits About Me:

I love soccer
I love trucker/mesh caps
I use the com almost a full day
I havent started on my Holiday Homework
Im lacking of $$
I want a PS3
I need an hourly pay part time job
I love streetwear
My TV is spoilt
the sky is dark now

10 people who are tagged by ME!

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2008-11-22T04:49:00.001-08:00

my new blog,
3 CHEERS
cheers cheers cheers
i like the name i gave for this blog
yay,
hmmm
wanted to have a dj mix song for this blog
but nevermind,
my current song is nice too,
love the beats

looking for jobs.
please contact WS
interested in sales promoter, retail sales, sales assitant

monday got friendly match
against bukit batok sec i think

suddenly,
i crave to shop for clothes,
but $$ is a problem.
*:@
gotta find a 2nd work.
other than the ice cream job.