needa to scribble some-things down for myself not you.
whenever you are given the chance to perform, perform it to the fullest and be happy with the outcome.
dont be shy and let it affect your performances.
those with gf now are missing something special now.
some people are born with total different mindset.
set yourself far from them since you are self-consious.
family>passion>friends>money
money is very important but you can always work for it.
dont let negativism affect and cause disharmony
stop complaining.
lastly, make yourself like that thing that you dislike.
then slowly, be addicted to it.
for e.g studies.
its just the same as girls, games.
once you make yourself like it, you will soon like it and easily addicted to it.
been out the whole hols.
now is 12.02.
just came back.
TIRED and BYE :)
wait, one more.
it makes you tired but its the fun you get.
stop it, its not the right way to enjoy life.